Let it go, Let it go!!
"Let it go, Let it go...can't hold it back anymore" :) This song from Frozen has a deep meaning for me and you will soon know why. Perfectionist, supermom, multitasker, extremely organized; these are some of the adjectives that always made me feel good about myself and my way of life until I felt suffocated trying to keep up to the praise. I had to strive and let go of my 'perfect' way of life to make some compassionate space for the 'imperfect' me. My obsession with my compulsions and the eternal craving for order and neatness in my Life was a little short of turning into a disorder. My close friend, who always lends an earnest ear to the monkey inside my mind, makes me aware that I almost always dig up inconsequential stuff to get stressed over. She assures me that my life can be totally peaceful and fun only if I let go of this quest for perceived perfection. However, it is an ongoing internal struggle that I deal with every day since th...